There's a boy in a basement with a 4 track machine

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 16:22:16 GMT

I'm just so damn happy :D

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 17:12:03 GMT

Answer me first on this question, then post in your own journal.
The Question is:
If you saw ME in the back of a police car what would you think I got arrested for?
Reply to me here and then and see how many crimes you get accused of.
Don't forget, answer me first then post. Have fun!

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 14:03:58 GMT

I don't know where the sunbeams end
And the starlight begins
It's all a mystery
And I don't know how a man decides
What's right for his own life
It's all a mystery
'Cause I'm a man, not a boy
And there are things you can't avoid
You have to face them
When you're not prepared to face them

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 13:42:37 GMT

Right now Im just alternating between sadness and seething rage =/

the fuck is wrong with me?

MOAR MEME UPDATES

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 01:44:33 GMT

Comment and I'll;
1) Respond with something random about you.
2) Tell which song or movie film movie reminds you of them.
3) Pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4) Say something that only makes sense to the two of us.
5) First memory of you.
6) The animal you remind me of.
7) Ask something that I've always wondered about you.
8) Tell my favorite thing about them.
9) Tell my least favorite thing about them.
10) If you play, you MUST post this on yours if you want to

5 SUBJECT MEME THINGER AGAIN @D@

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 18:35:31 GMT

My Subjects, given by the fucking AMAZING hybrid_ookami

1. The name Kyoobi <3 <3
2. How you got the name Rioteh
3. TACO TRUCKS!! And other silly things only California has
4. Gravitation
5. Your rapping career

1. The name Kyoobi - "Kyoobi" is my nickname for Teresa Hittel, AKA Terri, AKA Tohma, AKA Tohmie Balonie, AKA Ookami, AKA a buncha other shit. It was born out of our general Dir en grey fandom fagginess, and more specifically through this forum. They had these little icons of each of the members, and they all had weird file names. Because Kyoobi and I are fucking retarded, we laughed our asses of for so fucking long at the Kyo icon, because it was named "kyoob21387127412.png" or some shit like that. For like an hour, we imed each other with "KYOOB!" and it eventually lead to me calling her Kyoobi. Riveting tale, isn't it?

2. The name Rioteh - Probably the oldest intarwob name that I still actually use. I joined the J-fan chat under the name "Thought Riot"(a local band, btw), and it was eventually shortened to Riot, and then I was given the nickname Rioty. From there, I joined Gaia under the name "Rioty Onitnelav". Because weeaboos like to replace y's with ehs, it became Rioteh :D. Yet another riveting tale.

3. TACO TRUCKS - Taco Trucks, Burrito Wagons, Roach Coaches, no matter what you call them, they're fucking delicious. For a dollar, you get TWO, count em TWO, delicious, greasy tacos. For five, a burrito the size of your GODDAMNED FOREARM! Filled with meat (beef, chicken, pork, carne asada, tongue, brains, head, intestines; make your pick), cheese, rice, beans and all sorts of other good shit, what more can you ask for.

4. Gravitation - My name is Tohma, and I like hats.

5. MC Rioteh - I straight destroy niggas in freestyles. That's all there needs to be said.

Welp; it's time for one of these things

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 06:43:57 GMT

In this survey thingy, you tell me if you want to play, and I'll give you five things to talk about.

If you wanna ask me more shit, go ahead, this is fun.

My five, as given by the fantabulous lalalemons , inventor of CAKEWURST(tm).

1. The place you live
2. DBZ
3. Fanime
4. College <:1
5. Music awwww yeah

1. METHDESTO, CALIFAS - What's there to say about Modesto that hasn't already been said. It's an awful, violent place, where Meth labs, car theft, and pretentious hipsters run rampant, but hey, it's home. It's not all bad though, it's close enough to the bay area where a drive isn't unbearable. There are occasionally a few good shows, and the Queen Bean open mic night is usually fun. Also, Taco Trucks rock tits beyond belief.

2. ドラゴンボール Z, - Goddamn, the Dragon Ball franchise is what made the person standing before you today. From the first time Raditz killed the Farmer-With-Shotgun on the airwaves of telemundo, I was hooked and never looked back. It introduced me to the artform that many like to call Slant Eyed Cartoons, and to NIP-pon as a whole. There was a period that I kinda regret, in middle school, I renounced my love of DBZ in favor of more "underground" and "mature" fare (how this included Inuyasha, I have no clue), and I'm filled with remorse for it. I will never shun Dragon Ball ever again, and it will always hold a place in my heart (Yes... even GT)

3. FANIME! - Ho snap, this one is a fucking doozy. 07 wasn't the greatest year for me, but a lot of good did come from it like meeting Brandi and Avara. 08 I missed due to INSANE ILLNESS. 09 was fucking incredible though! 4 days with no phone no hotel room and no sleep, goddamn I was hardcore. I met so many fucking cool people like Kyoobi(IM SO FUCKING HAPPY I FINALLY GOT TO MEET YOU IN PERSON ;_:), Maggie (who better bring the CAKEWURST(tm) next year), Miranda, Beanie Man, Kentaro, Misty, and the list goes on and on. Many great things happened, like Brandi's boyfran nearly knocking me out due to mistaken identity, or midnight Jack in the Box excursions, or walking in on Gay Bathroom sex, or pwning people in E-Gaming. As rad as 2009 was, 2010 will top it, as I will have a hotel, a costume, and moar moneh and KERRIE WILL BE COMING WITH ME D<

4. COLLEGE - There's really not much to say. It hasn't started yet, and won't be much of a start. All the prereqs I need to enroll in the Radiology program are full, so I'm taking classes I don't need to keep units up. It will be fun though. Music Appreciation, Music Theory, and Synth Composition.

5. MUSIC - Lately, I've been bumping a lot of stoner rock stuff due to Julian's influence. Queens of the Stone Age, Kyuss, Desert Sessions, Nebula, Electric Wizard and so on and so forth. Still bumping the Wu-Tang on a daily basis, but my perrenial favorites remain The Smiths, X-Japan, Nine Inch Nails, Wu-Tang, Queen, Iron Maiden, and John Coltrane.

EDIT: Ho shit, I ruined my formatting and had to do this from the ground up again. It's okay, because I feel like this is more entertaining.

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 08:12:09 GMT

Tonight, I read at the Queen Bean once again. It was pretty rad. I was amidst awesome company(Jaybo, Linds, Dillhole), and just had rad adventures. I also got some closure by way of anticlimax. I'm glad that Karson didn't try the whole "lets be friends" thing and just left things as is.

Some guy tried to sell rock to Julian, Andrew, Dan and I near the tacotrucks. What the fuck

Also; I reconnected with someone I haven't seen since 3rd grade tonight.

And, as always, the lovely and talented Miss Reggie Ginn performed an awesome fucking set.

I have no idea what I'm on about.

I'm going to bed. Peace.

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 18:26:59 GMT

I just don't fucking understand anything.... fuuuuuuck

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 04:04:05 GMT

I'm sick of living in a house full of psychos. Get me the fuck out of here.

I think

Mon, 29 Jun 2009 22:19:13 GMT

I know what I want to do now...
I think I'm making the right choices.

Here goes a roll of the dice.

Lucidity

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 07:31:51 GMT

"A lucid dream is a dream in which the sleeper is aware that he is dreaming. When the dreamer is lucid, they can actively participate in and often manipulate the imaginary experiences in the dream environment. Lucid dreams can be extremely real and vivid depending on a person's level of self-awareness during the lucid dream."

This is a phenomenon that I've been infatuated with from a young age. Lucid Dreaming was a state I had constantly wished to achieve, but rarely succeeded in. Those elusive moments had mostly occurred in my overtly-hormonally charged middle school years. As a result, I've wasted the state on dream sex, with no backstory, and no fully-intensive world to go along with it. The later occasions where I have reached this state can be summarized in one phrase, "Too little too late.", as I had woke up shortly after my awareness during the dream. Eventually, I had began to care less and less for this state, and it had been become an afterthought in my mind.

If that is the case, then why do I even bother recollecting these rare events? As it turns out, this state has become increasingly accessible to me. In my sleep, I have been creating this complex, intricate world that I have become absolutely enamored with. This is a world with technologies not unlike our own, however they are assembled with cogs, clockwork, and brass. A bizarre fusion of the 21st century and the 19th, where the regal ships of Britain's great navy rule the sky rather than the sea. And I, Sam Vigil, am not a directionless high school graduate, but a swashbuckler among the clouds, re-appropriating goods owned by the tyrannical overlords to distribute among the poor. It's a world that is filled with adventure, where I have no responsibilities or expectations thrust upon me, yet I have some sort of a purpose. This idyllic place that lies in my mind has remained my awaited destination throughout the day for the past week or so, but my infatuation for it has left me increasingly unsettled.

I've come to believe that my recent developments in the world of lucid dreaming is a direct result of my fears of the future. I currently have no direction, and as the days go on I've been becoming increasingly terrified for what lies ahead. Because of this, my recent lucidity may seem like the perfect outlet, but I'm afraid that it will spoil actual life for me. At first, I could go lucid without a thought, because it seemed like fun. Now, it feels like it has been becoming mindless escapism, no different than drug use or drinking. A defense mechanism to keep my eyes averted from the real world. I feel tethered to this romantic steampunk world, a place where my fears and inadequacies vanish.

My final summation; my point?
None, this is just a bizarre rant of my thoughts, fears, and experiences with lucid dreaming. It may have stopped abruptly, but it's also where my train of thought had ended.

I might be able to explain this better to you via conversation, which is always welcome
AIM: Remi Leopold
If you're interested that is.

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 13:53:07 GMT

Au Revoir, High School. Eat a dick.

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 22:13:59 GMT

Four days till I'm out in the real world
BRING THAT SHIT ON!

Believe in Wonderland, niggas.

Sun, 03 May 2009 15:36:18 GMT

PROM PICS NIGGA!

Pre-Prom at Kerries, from Kerrie's camera
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2021432&id=1046550094&l=58419a3f23

Pre-Prom at my place, Kerrie's, Tasty Thai, and Prom parte uno, from Uncle Virg's camera
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2021451&id=1046550094&l=2728ff5f23

Prom Part Deux, still from Virgil's cam
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2021453&id=1046550094&l=75096344d4

Prom pics from Kerrie's disposable should be coming soon.

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 13:35:17 GMT

Come aboard and bring along all your hopes and dreams!
Together we will find everything that we're lookin' for,
ONE PIECE!
Compass left behind, it'll only slow us down,
Your heart will be your guide, raise the sail, and take the helm,
That legendary place, that the end of the map reveals,
Is only legendary 'till someone proves it real,
Through it all, through all the troubles and through the heartache, and through the pain
Know that I will be there to stand by you, just like I know you'll stand by me!

Come aboard and bring along all your hopes and dreams!
Together we will find everything that we're lookin' for,
There's always room for you, if you wanna be my friend!
We are, we are on the cruise!
We are!

Shiiiiiiiiit

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 22:26:46 GMT

Less Money, More Problems
shitsux

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 00:09:18 GMT

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding
there are many things that I'd like to say to you, but I don't know how

Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me.
After all, you're my wonderwall....

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 13:53:13 GMT

A mix for making up after dumb arguments.
"Welcome Home"
When Doves Cry - Prince
Rainy Monday - Shiny Toy Guns
Slip Out - BECK: Mongolian Chop Squad soundtrack
Coma - Seo Taiji
Cupid De Locke - Smashing Pumpkins
Chikyuugi (The World)- Yumi Matsuzawa
Both Hands (Ani DiFranco cover) - Some Acapella group O_o;
Reckless - Tilly and the Wall
Beautiful Morning With You - The Pillows
You Come Through - PJ Harvey
Kimi no Tame Ni Dekiru Koto (acoustic) - Gackt
Welcome Home - Tegan and Sara

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 03:22:01 GMT

You taught me victory is sweet, even deep in the cheap seats.

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 14:35:09 GMT

This is mostly to Lindsay, but I suppose applies to anyone whos seen the George Washington video

Me - "So yeah, the other day I was talking to my Junior English Teacher about Financial Aid, and he says when they ask me if my parents are gonna help me with my tuition, to just say no"

Dad - "That's a pretty good idea, I mean, we tried to raise you to not lie, but you can't always be George Washington"

Me - "Well I did kill my sensei in a duel, and I never said why."

Dad - "Wha?"

Me - "Nothing, Dad"

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 02:56:32 GMT

Finished my damn fafsa... now to figure out what to do in college....

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 01:34:48 GMT

I need to fucking stop
srsly.
I suck =/

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 15:00:37 GMT

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY FUCK YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Bike Riding

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 14:14:21 GMT

Bike Riding Status Report- ...It's a start @D@